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Me After Graduate

When I was still in senior high school I used to think that after I could finish my study in college I will easily get jobs. But then, as I graduated from college it's not as easy as I think. Yeah, that's right. Finding a job is not easy. Even though I got my first job right before my graduation letter established (Surat Pernyataan Kelulusan), honestly it's not a job I dream for. Yeah, I've told you before that I dreamed to be a secretary. However, this position is hardly to find.

I only survived around 5 months on my first job at that time. I know it's a really short time to work. But, what can I do? Cause being an in-house employee is not a handy thing. So many things we need to deal with and as a fresh graduate, for me, it's a complex thing I need to through making me shocked very often. Well, life isn't easy right?

In the last almost two years, I had worked in 3 companies. I know it's a lot. And I know what you think right now. You may get a bad interpretation about me as I can't stay in one company for a long period. Well, as they say the best things are the most difficult to get. And that's true. To find the best or even a good one, it's like finding a needle in a haystack; very difficult. But somehow, we could easily learn how to be better.

As I've worked at three different companies already, I got so much things to learn. Not only about working system or documents, numbers, people but also life.Through all the bad things happened I had learnt you may not get everything perfectly but you could learn how to be better each and every day. And this, the main point that I'm deeply grateful for. Cause they can open my mind very well for sure.

And if you could understand what God wants you to be you will get the idea why those things should be happened then. Cause everything happens for reason. And I believe that perhaps the reason can't be seen at the beginning. But, there's no such theory that reason should be found at the very beginning first. If you still not know why it's happened to you try to find it instead. And at that time you find your own reason, I wish you know very well how much God loves you and always will.

I'm not trying to say that you need to be a perfect mankind. No. Nobody's perfect. To understand what God tries to give is not easy. But God will never judge you if you can't understand Him well. He completely conceives that you need a time to accept things happened. Cause no one could understand you perfectly than Him. 

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